Living in the same neighborhood
Growing up with her was fun
Playing together under the rain
As children we were
We became best of friends
I was 5 and she was 4
Went to the same high school
Eat together during break time
I will fight bullies
Who come to bully her
We were fun of each other
It was just about the two of us
Graduating from high school
Went to the same college
Mum will always ask me
" hope you'll be friends forever "
At college we had grown
She had become so beautiful
I became jealous
Seeing her talk to other boys
Never did really understand
When I look into her eyes
Something in me change
This was feelings
We've grown to the next stage of our life
This was love
Oh my God, I have feelings for my best friend
Am in love with her
Because of this I try to avoid her
Distance my self from her
Oh how stupid I was
Should have allowed nature play it part
Before I could woke up
She had already found love
And it was not with me
She said I wasn't there
Wen she needed a shoulder to Lin on
I wasn't there when she needed me
So she found someone
Oh what has ignorance done to me
I should have let her know my feelings
But I was only trying to protect our friendship
Oh my best friend has found love in another
What if she only sees me as a friend?
What if she only sees me as a brother?
Never wanted to loose our friendship
What if she never felt the same way?
But is too late to make amends
She is already taken
As her best friend
Walking with her down the aile
To the alter to her husband
she requested
For the sake of friendship
I did with hurts and pains
Walking her down the aile
In front of thousands of people
I couldn't help the tears in my eyes
It would have been me
She say" I do " to
Looking at me she cried also
But no one knew why we cried
Together we walk down the aile
Crying in silent
I guess mum knew
She cried also
Giving her hands to her Mr Right
I guess am Mr wrong
It was as seeing your parents
Lowered down the grave in front
Of your very eyes
I could not help
But comfort myself with the memories
Of friendship.
Going back to the congregation
Mum look at me and say
" wipe away your tears my son
For the two of you were not meant to be"
Seeing her from a far
standing with that
beautiful white long gown
With flowers in her hands
Exchanging marital vows
Oh what a beautiful woman
She has grown into
Tears roll down from my eyes
It should have been me
And when she finally say
"I do"
Tears came rolling out again
With hurt and pain
I left
Oh my best friend
My childhood friend
Is now with another
Maybe not in this life
But in the next life
I will climb mountains
I will fight Goliath
I will cross oceans
Just to be with her
Thank you for the memories
My friend.